i live in fear of doubt... fear or doing wrong.. fear of hurting and being hurt. i do not want such things to happen to me.. not at all.. neither do i want to be the cause of them.. i hope that such things will not come.. but fact is.. i think they will.. but i dun wan it too.. how can i stop it? i wonder.. today tomorow.. yesterday? when?i do not know.. but i want to know.. how will i know?..

then there's other people... i mean.. who cares what opthers think?.. i know i don't... but seriously how can i not care?.. people who are all around me.. people i know.. through others or through blood. fact is.. they are all around me.. what they think will have an effect on me.. no matter how minimal...

the still night is very nice... how can it be nice'?.. it;'Z dark and all.. u can hardly see a thing... but is it wat u see.. ? or is it wat u do not see that makes u feel the warmth in your heart?. the cool breeze that u feel.. u yearn to feel warmth in your heart.. but u love the cool breeze but not the warmth of the sun.

this are some sayings.. there are loop holes to counter them and all.. but this is wat i call writing straight from he mind.. without thoughts.. another entry

aDrE