iN my bAlcoNy

be myself.. I have no self. I smile i talk i cry not like me
I am me... but wat is me? I am finding myself. losing might while i drift to sleep.... 'phaeriedust'(copyright lynn) swirls through .. as the fluff engulf me in a blanket... I know nothing, I feel nothing... I move nothing...

but I can do everything

thaT is Haider but not me.

so the journey continues, the chapter changes 26... 27 now is it? waitamin i'm just high it's just 19 I think. As I drift I pace I noe it all ends one day as it has never began.

oyasumi nasai