Warped & Twisted

Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted
I cannot love,i am demented.

written by a fren...
FAUZULHAKIM B.A.M
alwayZ~

the beautiful month.. 27th nov-27th december... a path journeyed... simply lovely~...

i'm here not to tell u to hold back ur tears..
i'm here to comfort u dear..
let ur tears flow.. juZ let it show..
u are human as am i.. i cry as u cry..
and it'll all pass by

a tribute to a couple of guys called pissed and negative

pissed and negative, wierd dudes they are. I noe them.. for years.. yet i noe them not now. i see them at times.. hear them even.. but yet i still claim.. i am lost as who they are.

pissed and me.. 6 years it has been.. one wld think we'd noe each other through, i thought so too.. i know it WAS true. now i say.... he's left our shared bay, he's now astray.. gone his own way. i wish to tell him.. i'm here to stay.. if he comes by.. do stop by .. wish me a hi or 2...

hey there negative~!.. i mean.. wat can i say about u?.. annoyed.. and gloomy ...doors shut.. that was ONCE.... then u chged still annoyed.. gloomy.. but u let me in. that was THEN.. through the years.. 4 to be precise... i can't say we've grown to be wise.. but we had fun.. double X 'L' in size... slackin.. relaxing.. stoning and all.. having fun through the nite.. without any fall....currently? still annoyed.. HaPi... but u dun let me in.. this is NOW.. i wonder.. the times we spent me n yonder.. all gone... faster then the lightnin flash after thunder...

I'm still glad.. to noe that i knew u 2.. still glad that u 2 still meet..having a seat.. smokin by the street. glad to noe.. that u 2.. annoyed and pissed.. get along well.. a strange duo.. but a duo nontheless... but IT'S sad.. u guys are a duo.. n not WE the trio.. oh well.. that'Z that.. i'm sad.. glad... doesn't make sense .. but we never had any sense.. i liked it.. i remember it.. i treasure it.. but 1 thing i know now is that...

I can never LIVE or HAVE it anymore...

dEr