hey kitty cat,
look at me.
i'm a nice chap,
i feel so free.

i wish that was true,
as i always learn anew.
the monster surpressed grew.
again and again it renew.

i'm sad but it's there.
i'm glad when i see you through.
but this monster,
it's within; what do i do?

lost

you see my brain is messed up. really messed up. i think too much.. but i am not sorry for myself. i am used to getting my messed up mind screwed like that.. let things happen.. i will pull through.. if God permits..

my 150th post.. heaven knows why i said that.

to my friends.. those who i see a lot and those who i have been amissed for one reason or another...how are you guys doing?

the sorrow of love is not the disagreements espressed in a relationship, but the fact that one has not the ability to express one's true feelings...