dumb

i attempt to tell 2 of my close if not closest frens about stuff that are bugging me.. and one is more concerned about someone else.. and the other was busy playing an april's fools joke on me..

nice ppl i know..

iN my bAlcoNy

i think of her.. i see her.. and boy do i ever dream of her... but she knows not of all of these.. oblivious to my feelings.. with such smile that can dwindle my strength.. and bring my heart so high and shatter my hope all at once... she need not know..I know this now.. as long as I realise and accept it all.. it is enough.. I hope....

The Love Poem

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gorgeous isn't it'?.. What's ur interpretation of it?.. love sucks..? love is boring?.. love have no words to describe it?... love love is anything that u want it to be?

frankly.. love sucks.! i hate falling for someone, can't think engh about her.. hate her for making me feel like shit.. i mean what makes her so damn gd that she take's top priority? bitch.. slut.. ARGh.. darn it.. really.. it's bad love.. who gives her the right to make me feel this way.. HMPH

ps. no I am NOT in love.. if anyone says otherwise it's a lie, rubbish.. utter bullshit.. really it is.. trust me....