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Saturday, February 07, 2004

Have you ever?
missed your favourite show?
the show that you... oh so savour,
the one from the start you've followed the flow.
What could it be?
that wouuld make you miss it.
could it be to get chips for free?
would that make the miss seem fit?
The dillema that swirls,
as you ponder to decide.
deciding just like a girl,
to clad the red or the white.
Decision made,
you take the miss.
with that said,
the second after... u go sheesh~!
You want to stab your heart,
push the knife in hard.. or maybe rewind?
Who're you kidding you retard!
What the fuck made you think it would be fine?!
What an idiotic decision,
especially when it's the last episode.
So what if chips are your addiction?
You freaking LOVE what was showed!
Now you can't undo,
live with it,
That's wat i NOW have to do,
i freaking feel like shit.
There are remedies,
But with the way you precieve.
You know it's too great a tragedy,
in you.. you won't forgive.
Hate youself for the blow,
As your inside weep.
You missed that LOVELY show.
The scar.. you have to live with it.

Monday, February 02, 2004

a new month is born, (jaZ ©) =X
away are the previous scorn?
dun for once think that,
if so, then u're really sad.
move on,
but dun wave to the past morn.
hold it even though it's scary,
as u'd cradle a baby.
don't linger and stay stiff,
take the next step even if it's steep.
plunge if you must,
in my words please do trust.
the past is a lesson,
a drop will mean u've risen.
ahead is tomorrow...
not yesterday's sorrow...